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Your mind slipped away, and you relized, that it all meant nothing?

I did years ago, but just got another look. Its high time I did something silly.
News at 11
 
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Re: Anyone ever notice that exact moment when. . (threethirteen)

Never. I aint no quitting f*g*ot, nor will ever be.

How old are you?
Have you seen and done some of the things I have been through and or forced to do to some of the things I have done to save ones skin or a friends(or do you even know me?)
I had actually hope Id read some stories/plights/loosing battles/sob stories/ets, to think, if only for a minute, that God didnt hate me, she wasnt such a vengeful god, or maybe, just maybe, I was normal.

Punching out.
 
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Re: Anyone ever notice that exact moment when. . (TheGinMill)

Besides, I have done gone and gotten myself well hammered, I'm cranking some of my old favorite tunes, and just took a trip to ONE cemetery. While I visited I was able to spend a few mins with not 1,2, or 3, but 4 damn good friends(All of whom I would have taken a bullet for, mind you), and am home to lament in my own sorrow.
No one is around to notice, WF week, I love it, alone at last
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I prefer to make the tex my own fu**ing live journal, is there issue with this?
More importantly, do we have an issue? (My address is readily available, and I await an unexpected arrival of any type, with extreme prejudice.)

No, ?!??
Good:
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Now **** off.

DAMNIT!!! Now U2 Beautiful day is on, and I am all relaxed. . . . But I am reloading, c'mon by.
My posts take to long to write.
 
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Re: Anyone ever notice that exact moment when. . (fazed1)

Ok well .... its high time i did something stupid too .... ive been pretty loopy the past 3 months ..... did some out of character **** ......

.... now i need to pursue further avenues of "kendom" ....
 
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Re: Anyone ever notice that exact moment when. . (TheGinMill)

Quote, originally posted by TheGinMill »
Your mind slipped away, and you relized, that it all meant nothing?
I did years ago, but just got another look. Its high time I did something silly.
News at 11

yeah, it seems to happen alot lately.
one day im going to die and have a hard reflection.
everything i have worked for my entire life is going to waste.
its all going to be fogotten and blow away.
 
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Re: Anyone ever notice that exact moment when. . (Rd_Warrior)

a better part of my last ten years has been full of mental flaming car wrecks and mental " "eject eject eject" . I always walk away , sometimes better sometimes worse ..
case in point
when you come home to your apartment and find your hot girlfriend bangin' some dude, ( mind you this is in your apt that you alone live in) and she acts like its no big deal .. mean while I had been saving to buy a "ring" for this one figuring she was "it" ...ohh and you also have had like 5 hits of the acid called chocolate Jesus...
it was a long ass night .. i think i beat the dog snot out of the guy .. "never saw him again " and the girl never did look at me in the same light
I then had a break down and moved to key west .. and did more acid and drank rum for what was later confirmed to be a 4 week bender
about a year later she tried to "off her self" I sent flower that said "better luck next time"
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... ohh well .. I call that train wreck Jodie
there are soooo many
the point is after a year or two of that bitterness I was back packing in Ireland and camping on the small island, drink mass amounts of cider and whiskey .. and realized it was time to let it all go and be a better person ever since then I have tried to do the "right thing" though the little voice inside me want to do else wise
 
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Re: Anyone ever notice that exact moment when. . (.EvilVento.)

Damn, I know of a Jodi that is one hell of a train wreck myself, theres got to be something with that name
 
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Re: Anyone ever notice that exact moment when. . (TheGinMill)

I understand where you are coming from. Had my issues in the alst year and a half. Got divorced, went into a deep depression and had to check myself into a ward for having rapid cycling issues after a change in medication. Gambled away almost $25k at the casino, sports betting and online gaming. Had fun while doing it but I was just leeping myself occupied.
Now I am trying to get things together. It is easy being weak but very hard work getting it all together afterwards.
Had it all, then found it hard to get out of bed. Seemed so out of character and I did not know myself at the time. Now I amgiving it all of my effort to get back on track. Wish me luck.
Hope things get better for you, buddy. Take care of yourself. http://****************.com/smile/emthup.gif
 
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Re: (tragik)

Deep... somewhat similar. With a girl for a year and half.... also started saving for that awsome ring
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because I thought she was the one, so did she we talked about it numerous times. One day she needed a break because she was confused because she all of the sudden started talking to her previous ex. 3 months later they got engaged. She lives around the corner from me and I have to see her all the time
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Needless to say i went through all the normal responses, even wanted to move out of NY.
deep
 
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I realized it all at 15 a week after my first hit of greens.
But when i turned 19 i had a night that involved a baseball bat, a car, and a bottle of JD. Then i woke up i realized that %55 of the world propably has it worse than i do and i should just do my best.
^ same day i figured the 2 things i could ever do every day for the rest of my life.
Cook
Dubs
Bake pastrys
( i was homeschooled til i was 15 so i had a **** ton of time to think and take a long look at everyones lives and perspectives.)
Born, Schools, Life sucks, you retire and you die.
 
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Re: (.EvilVento.)

ive tried the easy way out a few times but always take the one that iinvolves me not being a selfish *****

the moment i remember most that was life changing was seeing the one person who at the time meant the most to me (my mother) not give a damn about anything but her addiction and herself she didnt even show up to the custody hearings and basically let my dad BROKE and took all me and my sisters money (you know birthday/grandparent money)
 
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Re: (mk2jettarunner)

Life is cyclical. It always has been and always will be.
I am at a high point in my life right now, at the top of the bell curve. But the lows have been there. In and out of jail, near fatal car accident, parents refusing to bail me out for the 6th time. Multiple friends dieing from addictions and related weaknesses (stemming from drugs I helped make popular to make it worse).
Even though I am at a peak in my life at the moment I find myself frequently thinking about what that next trough will be like. Peaks and troughs my friends, peaks and troughs.
 
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