Hawk should just put Porsche badges on his Golf. It would save him a ton of loonies.Getting the Macan sounds completely irrational and simply related to you wanting a Porsche. You did not enjoy driving it and the interior space is not significantly better than the Golf R. The only positive thing about it (for you, not to diss on the Macan as a whole) is that it has a Porsche badge.
If you end up getting the 2.0, then it is hardly an upgrade from the Golf R as far as power goes. I think it's completely irrational.